And I can't go outside
Any time of any day
Soon as I'm revived
Throughts take flight
Sometimes I'm dead inside
Sometimes I'm out of sight
Knives deeply flawed cut the cord
I was worn right in
Lights spun around cradled down
In distortion
Hopeless Useless Worthless
Hateful Vengeful Numbskull
Somebody out there decided
I never should have got born
Deciphered the warnings
Stopped and found
It's a long way down
Toll taking core shaking
Not a day goes by
I'm not anaesthetised
Words I can't commend
Let alone understand
Novocaine attack never going back
Two lawless insane insomniacs
Special decision heavyweight
Let me in- I'll asphysxiate
Impossible universe in my way
These are the blues I can't escape
Knucklehead what a lucky drop
And I can make the noises stop
And I don't condone this
Any answer I'll deny
Time when we're allowed
To say goodbye
Though you were seldom true
Sometimes you failed too hard
Irreversible change in circumstance
Keep my perspective all I can
This is enough- it's serious
Wake up the stark interiors
Unorthodox and too selfish trained
Tell myself mental proxy eight
Knucklehead keep your heart intact
Secretive mad amnesiac
Any time of any day
Soon as I'm revived
Throughts take flight
Sometimes I'm dead inside
Sometimes I'm out of sight
Knives deeply flawed cut the cord
I was worn right in
Lights spun around cradled down
In distortion
Hopeless Useless Worthless
Hateful Vengeful Numbskull
Somebody out there decided
I never should have got born
Deciphered the warnings
Stopped and found
It's a long way down
Toll taking core shaking
Not a day goes by
I'm not anaesthetised
Words I can't commend
Let alone understand
Novocaine attack never going back
Two lawless insane insomniacs
Special decision heavyweight
Let me in- I'll asphysxiate
Impossible universe in my way
These are the blues I can't escape
Knucklehead what a lucky drop
And I can make the noises stop
And I don't condone this
Any answer I'll deny
Time when we're allowed
To say goodbye
Though you were seldom true
Sometimes you failed too hard
Irreversible change in circumstance
Keep my perspective all I can
This is enough- it's serious
Wake up the stark interiors
Unorthodox and too selfish trained
Tell myself mental proxy eight
Knucklehead keep your heart intact
Secretive mad amnesiac