The Difference Between Bitterness and Good Memories Lyrics

It"s been a long time since I talked to you now
I don"t even remember the last time
my heart is hollow and I"m scared
I"ve turned my eyes away from you.
falling into seas of sorrow, I ignore your voice
but you still whisper in my ears and it keeps my spirit alive
and you give me love
And you"re still holding my... hands!
open my ears, open my eyes
because these years are just fading away .x2

my heart is still alive
my heart is still alive and I am not ready to die
there is no time left, there is no time to lose.
I will think this through twice this time
I wish that I would have done that before
I turned my eyes away from you
because it was the worst mistake I"ve ever made
oh how I wish that I could forgive myself and others,

because it is the first step towards better times .x2

my heart is still alive
my heart is still alive and I am not ready to die
I"m falling into your arms like a lost child
crying over the mistakes and failings and faults I"ve done a thousand times.
feels like I never learn, but we all have to learn by our mistakes
and you, you open my eyes again so I can see