Tense Lyrics

No
I don't know why
I have to swear
To stay alive
I should think twice
And kill myself
And celebrate
And just sit down
No
I have no choice
I want to live
Slave to my wish
I should think twice
And kill myself
And fall asleep
Next to you
I need some love
I'm always tense
I hate myself
I'm always tense
I f*** this world
I'm always tense
I'm always bleeding
I'm always tense