By the ruins on the hill,
all painful days I kill
Oh those thoughts within my head
My mind welcomes the dead
Rain - stings my cold face
by any chance I embrace
Failure - makes my value for life decrease
I fight misfortune with hate
Strength is so hard to regain
This has to be fate
I'll fall like an angel from heaven
Pain - emerged with my birth,
if I do anything right I get burned
Storms - in my mind a hunger for death
I fight misfortune with hate
Strength is so hard to regain
This has to be fate
I'll fall
I gather all misfortunes
and conclude the path of life
Future is lost and so is my hope
The only way out is to die
[Solo : ...kesson]
By the ruins on the hill,
all painful days I kill
Oh those thoughts within my head
My mind welcomes the dead
Oh God, where is my haven?!?
I step out on the edge,
watching the abyss below
Preparing with a deep breath,
as into the dark I flow
I fought misfortune with hate
It was so hard to regain
This was my fate
I am falling!
By the ruins on the hill,
all painful days I kill
Oh those thoughts within my head
Death welcomes me dead
Hell is my haven!!!
[Acoustic solo: Særqvist]
all painful days I kill
Oh those thoughts within my head
My mind welcomes the dead
Rain - stings my cold face
by any chance I embrace
Failure - makes my value for life decrease
I fight misfortune with hate
Strength is so hard to regain
This has to be fate
I'll fall like an angel from heaven
Pain - emerged with my birth,
if I do anything right I get burned
Storms - in my mind a hunger for death
I fight misfortune with hate
Strength is so hard to regain
This has to be fate
I'll fall
I gather all misfortunes
and conclude the path of life
Future is lost and so is my hope
The only way out is to die
[Solo : ...kesson]
By the ruins on the hill,
all painful days I kill
Oh those thoughts within my head
My mind welcomes the dead
Oh God, where is my haven?!?
I step out on the edge,
watching the abyss below
Preparing with a deep breath,
as into the dark I flow
I fought misfortune with hate
It was so hard to regain
This was my fate
I am falling!
By the ruins on the hill,
all painful days I kill
Oh those thoughts within my head
Death welcomes me dead
Hell is my haven!!!
[Acoustic solo: Særqvist]