Underneath Every Smile Lyrics

So sick of screaming my lungs out;
we both lose.
You're never making a d*** sound;
can't keep my cool.
And I'm thinking it's my time
to crawl back inside my mind;
am I wasting a second of air?
It's getting hard at the nights grow darker
I realized suffering is far from done;
my dreams have won.
What a waste of my precious time you've been.
I have to give up, I have to give up.

When the cards are down
and the s***e finally clears,
hopefully you know...
I'd go trough hell and back for you.
So sick of screaming my lungs out;
we both lose.
You're never making a d*** sound;
can't keep my cool.
And I'm thinking it's my time
to crawl back inside my mind;
am I wasting a second of air?

Why was it so easy to let me down?
I always thought better of you.
It's coming back around.
You let me relieve my very worst nightmare.
I tried so hard. I tried so hard.
Why was is so easy to let me down?
I tried so hard. I tried so f****** hard.

Speak now or forever be deceived.
I tried so hard. I tried so hard.
Why was it so easy to let me down?
I tried so hard. I tried so f****** hard.
It's coming back around.