Bleak, Blacked and Fake Lyrics

I sit and wait,
as depression flows through my veins.
Into the black I dive, in solitude is
where I'll live and die.
all i have in life is pain, tragedy & misery,
what happened to the positivity, the lofe,
the respect the opportunity.
I'm wasting. I'm running out of time?
You think I'm losing my mind?
Well this society, is f****** blind.
I'm wasting. This is as far as I'll go.
This is as far. This is as far, as I'll go.
In the light i find my head,
I find my place with the walking dead.
I fake a smile and move ahead,
a life not worth living I'm already dead.
In the black i question why,
I see the world with vengeful eyes.
With utter hate and pure disgust,
I can't live this life I've had enough.
I can't live in this world,
I have too much hate that I can't hold back.
This is as far as I'll go.