Secret Lyrics

I feel a faint memory
Or did it happen in a dream?
I look across and I feel it coming
Don't even wanna leave the bed
Don't even wanna feel my head
I know I gotta pay the price and it's coming
I got a secret, I can't tell it
It's eating me up here, I can't help it
I'm not a good man, I got a secret, and it's...

I'm guessing you can read my mind
I'm stressing that you'll know in time
It's messing with my brain, I know it's coming
But maybe you don't have to know
Maybe I'll put on a show
Or maybe I'll go outside and start running
Chorus x2

When you look into my eyes
You see past my disguise
I see you're getting wise
I look the other way
I'm feeling paralysed
I know the answer why
It's all these f****** lies
And I...