Beloved Loneliness Lyrics

Capturing the role which I have chosen
a role, disgusting, who dies before this hope
front of this blade, threw the final gesture
hoping to change something
the impact to the reality ...comes the final blow ..
I take the bottle and the knife....
I lose all desire to do anything ....
I dream of a better future.. when in fact I know it will not be so
I hurt myself again and again and go deeper and deeper I fall deeper and deeper into this vicious circle
go down more deeply, the more I realize that it is useless to go ahead
throws in the towel and resign myself
Crying and laughing behind this false
mask that is melting
Behind this loneliness ......
Behind this beloved loneliness....