My world turned upside down -living in a void -No one knows to where - you left -I'm feeling uncontrolled -In my mind I see your smile -pale white -skin and big blue eyes -may this thought never fade away -I hope to have them everyday -Crazy from your screams -insults and harresments -How I hated those fights -I thought of your eyes full of fear -as your pale skin turned blue -Covered with blood you never looked so fine -with love I sliced you up -the dog enjoyed your grinded bones -for my self I eat your fleshYour flesh so sweat -l***ful tender meat -with love I sliced you up -In ecstasy of these precious thoughts