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When I was younger I would find myself in pain.
Now that I'm older many things in life have changed.

Mind over matter I am told.
Programmed to be all I was by all the world that is around me.
When I was younger I would find myself in rage.
Now that I'm older many things don't feel the same.
Mind over matter I am told.

Destined to be great in mediocrity, to heal myself.
Heal my soul. Lord, heal my soul.

To heal my soul I've found that my mind has slipped away.
In innocence and blindness this pain and rage just slips away.