Falling Behind Lyrics

Give me a wasteland, 'cause definitely I'm blind
Give me some memory, 'cause I can't review behind
Give me some water, wanna drown my better tears
Give me a life time, 'cause I'm running out against
I'm Falling behind
Big picture where have u gone??
Since esters I'm so alone??
When water don't wanna see??
My matter please let me be??
Give me some heartache, 'cause I'm falling out of touch
Give me some l*** baby, cause I'm gaining way to much
Give me some comfy cause my nerves are going domed???
Give me some wisdom cause I think I'm going dump???
I'm Falling behind

I'm Falling behind so ????
No memories, sold one day??