Ghosts From the Past Lyrics

I will not escape - I will not ignore
I want to understand
Try and ease my pain
I want to return
I will go beyond
Try to work this out
Try to clean my past

I very often dreamed
How could all this be
I want to understand
How I went ahead

I can't stop myself
From watching the crowd
Without my trying
To find at last
My lonely eyes
In somebody's glance

I want to give it up now
This really crazy and empty hunt
Because our blood is not
What can secure true love for us
I want to let them out
The ghosts that haunt me from the past
And to be born again, to be born again
I will not escape
I will not ignore
I want to understand
Try and ease my pain

At the same time
I fear to find
My real story now

I'm not the judge
I'm not the judge
I'm just asking for an honest answer
And to grow up
No hiding out
No looking back in time
I can't stop myself
From watching the crowd
Without my trying
To find at last
My lonely eyes
In somebody's glance

I want to give it up now
This really crazy and empty hunt
Because our blood is not
What can secure true love for us
I want to let them out
The ghosts that haunt me from the past
And to be born again, to be born again