Hope for a Normal Life Lyrics

I did not mean to stand, no but
Sometimes I lean to see it my way
There's some secrets I'll share
That'choo will only make you sad
Cuz I know
It won't show
But I know for sure
Your pain grows
And I'm sure
There's no love no more

Next time I hope for a normal life
Next life I hope I do something right
Yeah that's what I want
Summertime it's been a while
Can't see the sun just wanna hide
In my dreams I make you smile
No dreams they only make me cry

Cuz I know
It won't show
But I know for sure
Your pain grows
And I'm sure
There's no love no more
Next time I hope for a normal life
Next life I hope I do something right
Next time I look for something that feels right
Cuz let me kneel on, lefting me lonely
I just wanna stop and start all over again
And I need all day

Next time I hope for a normal life
Next life I hope I do something right
Just want another life
I hope for another life