Defeated by Life Lyrics

Defeated by life, that's what I am
it's something more than just being the typical loser,
It's looking at your target, at life
through a bulletproof glass
your efforts to break it are all vain
and forever will be.
Bitting your enemy so hard, until your fists bleed
but nothing will change.

As soon as you entered the competition,
you already knew that everything is worthless,
all your strenght and efforts thrown away
(all your strenght and efforts thrown away)
while a bitter laugh is echoing in your head.
(all your strenght and efforts thrown away
while a bitter laugh is echoing through your head)
And there is nothing you could do to stop it.
And this is what they call a supposed great circle of life?
I think not!
Motionless, hopeless
apathy is your god now
sometimes you love and praise it
sometimes you're afraid of it.
But when daylight is reaching your tired body
again
ghosts disappear, just for a second
you're feeling competitive and full of strenght
while your blind eyes are ready to observe another defeat
once again.