I can't shed a tear no more. It just makes me f****** mad. I can't live my life anymore living in the past. It seems I've carried this f***** up crutch impaled up my a**! I've got to get my s*** together and get it together fast! All these dreams and all these feelings. I can't scream. It's killing me! I used to look at everything being constantly reminded all the s*** inside my head just kept me f****** blinded to all the things that are there for me on the other side of the hall. Now it's time I smash this f***** or die inside these walls!