I Refuse These Ashes Lyrics

I refuse these ashes
My mind's eye see, my mind's I
While the evidence of weakness
Is piling up in heaps
The filth of sweat and tears
Streaming from me
The greed and l*** and all these fears
The lies and alcohol that drips
From my mouth, from my mouth
A mount Zion inside with a ceiling
Undying thirst for us dying children
I fail to ascend as I ponder infinity
Oh, endlessly

I refuse these ashes
My mind's eye see, my mind is I
While the evidence of weakness
Is piling up in heaps
The filth of sweat and tears
Streaming from me
The greed and l*** and all these fears
The lies and alcohol that drips
From my mouth, from my mouth