i swear to god sometimes
i feel my life is going blind
from the women i wake up to
to the substance in my rhymes
and i've abused the truth by telling myself
everythings fine
with all that negativity im ignoring
steadily climb and i describe
but hell
i know that im not perfect
god knows i cant keep a girlfriend
cuz all of my problems surface
they feel i dont deserve 'em
cuz their friends say that im worthless
unappropriately portrayed in my words
and what about my music
havent been making it lately
the way that i view
havent been positive
missing the fact that its human to get confused
i bleed and bruise like all the rest of you
but verbalize my blood
inhale the punches love has thrown at me
and breathe it out my lungs like..
and this all has been a mess
i replaced the things i love and ripped my heart
out of my chest like..
and im not so concerned with why
im just here to count the minutes till tomorrows sun can rise
listen..
[chorus]
how many times do you have to wake up
to stop dreaming
and i
wrap my love notes in dust
but never read 'em
many times
i just try to give up
to stop leaving you
i
have my heart broke and busted
but most of its been crushed
but i blame it on myself
cuz in the morning i dont see the right reflection
that foggy mirror after my shower
i see rejection
and im not saying im depressed
seems to be a common theme today
these children try to hate themselves
but dont know why they feel that way
i got a real path paved
and its been crazy
in a month i almost had the clap
and possibly a baby
relocated places
credit companies chasin me
and new age taking on
in its efficient pile of changes
and i hate it
cuz its all so uncontrollable
losing myself inside this broken emotion of
no one knows
whats the point of ever falling in love
i find its more about the pain
than it ever was
about trust
find its more about breaking chains
and being confound there
that it rusts
found that love is just a test
to most of us
who've given up
but if you think of it logistically
then love is open eye
cuz its everywhere you look
and its in every scar you hide
[chorus x2]
i feel my life is going blind
from the women i wake up to
to the substance in my rhymes
and i've abused the truth by telling myself
everythings fine
with all that negativity im ignoring
steadily climb and i describe
but hell
i know that im not perfect
god knows i cant keep a girlfriend
cuz all of my problems surface
they feel i dont deserve 'em
cuz their friends say that im worthless
unappropriately portrayed in my words
and what about my music
havent been making it lately
the way that i view
havent been positive
missing the fact that its human to get confused
i bleed and bruise like all the rest of you
but verbalize my blood
inhale the punches love has thrown at me
and breathe it out my lungs like..
and this all has been a mess
i replaced the things i love and ripped my heart
out of my chest like..
and im not so concerned with why
im just here to count the minutes till tomorrows sun can rise
listen..
[chorus]
how many times do you have to wake up
to stop dreaming
and i
wrap my love notes in dust
but never read 'em
many times
i just try to give up
to stop leaving you
i
have my heart broke and busted
but most of its been crushed
but i blame it on myself
cuz in the morning i dont see the right reflection
that foggy mirror after my shower
i see rejection
and im not saying im depressed
seems to be a common theme today
these children try to hate themselves
but dont know why they feel that way
i got a real path paved
and its been crazy
in a month i almost had the clap
and possibly a baby
relocated places
credit companies chasin me
and new age taking on
in its efficient pile of changes
and i hate it
cuz its all so uncontrollable
losing myself inside this broken emotion of
no one knows
whats the point of ever falling in love
i find its more about the pain
than it ever was
about trust
find its more about breaking chains
and being confound there
that it rusts
found that love is just a test
to most of us
who've given up
but if you think of it logistically
then love is open eye
cuz its everywhere you look
and its in every scar you hide
[chorus x2]