To No Avail Lyrics

slit the throat
that uttered the truth
suffocation
i knew what i stood to lose
i am here
in the cold
incision
i let love go in red flows
naked and stripped
chipping teeth
to form a smile
it will only be so worthwhile
moonlight slips
through the cracks
i must have been in a coma for weeks
i'm on the floor
a soulless shell
into depressions realm
into bottomless wishing well
i live it out
i bleed it out
for how long has it been
i pin the shards in the veins
i wrench open my hearts cave
to see the character
in its truthfullness
i hear the voices
standing in awe of better days
i see my world from a daze
a cold sting of loneliness
enriches the words you have saved for me
dwell on the closing, you said
for this is the closer
for it is the repetition of former sorrows
you fall in love with things that arent there
and never, you said, ask fortune to get it right
you dont see that you are bleeding and trembling
your hands hold nothing at all,
bound to nothing, each to each
so this is life, more scars than skin?
you want to feel it all?
this is it.
it's all we have.
it hurts.