Defiled Lyrics

i'm gonna get defiled
in your world i'm naive
like a lost child
now i don't seem so strong
are my delusions real?
i'm not right nor wrong
all i can feel is the same old s***
build me up
break me down
and then be done with it
so i'm the one you say's unreal
teach me then slay me
only cold i feel
well you see i'm still standing here
the only thing you taught me
was to feel fear
i feel fear