Repent! Lyrics

I have been here before
Trembling at the sound of your voice
And it is oh so familiar
Wait! I cant see straight
And I barely hear your words
" You are in there somewhere!"
My lips have kissed upon their own demise
My only wish is to be beautiful like you
Oh Judas I have wept for you
I have seen the world through bright blue eyes
Were your like mine?
I have been searching for
(What have I been searching for?!)
Something I can taste
Since the day I was born
I have held on to my mistakes

I cant keep my eyes from closing
Or have they been closed all along?
And I cant seem to pry them open?
When I can see
Will you be standing there?