Am I Alive Lyrics

when it shakes your bones,
is it alright?
when the closet door is the only source of light.
the whole ride home, you were mine.
till the front door closes leaving me,
to fight back all these things
that I've been feeling.
like a lost cause.
when i know you're trying hard to make me right.
I'm holding out my hand
to you but you slip right through my fingers.
i need you to reassure me I'm alive.
am i alive?
will you take me home, if its alright?
i can't look away but
i don't want to meet your eyes.
i wish id been a little more careful
with the things i chose to give away.
if i can't make this up to you,
ill find some way to make it
through these feelings.
like a lost cause.
when i know you're trying hard to make me right.
I'm holding out my hand to you
but you slip right through my fingers.
i need you to reassure me I'm alive.
am i alive?
i hear them whisper so softly.
telling me not to hold my breath.
they're closer. the demons.
i can't find them off without you.
I've been feeling like a lost cause.
when i know you're working hard to make me right.
I'm holding out my hand to you
but you slip right through my fingers.
i need you to reassure me I'm alive.