When the lightning strikes
There is no embrace
The meaning's precise
Taking my place
It starts to (??)
This isn't the way it's supposed to be
But always the guilty one
Is again always wrong
Meaningless belief
There is no grieving
It just can't be
While I'm alone here waiting
My head's not demonized
My body's so brutalized
Numbed out by rage
For I do this by pain
This is it
My fear is growing
What will I lose?
Shall I laugh or cry?
Who am I?
Where am I going?
It's time to choose
To live or to die
A life full of spite
Of question and hurt
I suffer here
While you stand there and gloat
Was never meant to be that
On a night so gray
I take to the sea
My b***** end is near
If I hate so much
I might just explode
(??)
Lock and load
So now you won't remember
Your memory a cancer (??)
Was not found out to be(??)
In what there was no meaning
This is it
My fear is growing
What will I lose?
Shall I laugh or cry?
Who am I?
Where am I going?
It's time to choose
To live or to die
I failed, slowly rising inside
I play, restless and focused
Wide awake, they say
"This pain we cannot tame"
This is it
My fear is growing
What will I lose?
Shall I laugh or cry?
Who am I?
Where am I going?
It's time to choose
To live or to die
This is it
My fear is growing
What will I lose?
Shall I laugh or cry?
Who am I?
Where am I going?
It's time to choose
To live or to die
There is no embrace
The meaning's precise
Taking my place
It starts to (??)
This isn't the way it's supposed to be
But always the guilty one
Is again always wrong
Meaningless belief
There is no grieving
It just can't be
While I'm alone here waiting
My head's not demonized
My body's so brutalized
Numbed out by rage
For I do this by pain
This is it
My fear is growing
What will I lose?
Shall I laugh or cry?
Who am I?
Where am I going?
It's time to choose
To live or to die
A life full of spite
Of question and hurt
I suffer here
While you stand there and gloat
Was never meant to be that
On a night so gray
I take to the sea
My b***** end is near
If I hate so much
I might just explode
(??)
Lock and load
So now you won't remember
Your memory a cancer (??)
Was not found out to be(??)
In what there was no meaning
This is it
My fear is growing
What will I lose?
Shall I laugh or cry?
Who am I?
Where am I going?
It's time to choose
To live or to die
I failed, slowly rising inside
I play, restless and focused
Wide awake, they say
"This pain we cannot tame"
This is it
My fear is growing
What will I lose?
Shall I laugh or cry?
Who am I?
Where am I going?
It's time to choose
To live or to die
This is it
My fear is growing
What will I lose?
Shall I laugh or cry?
Who am I?
Where am I going?
It's time to choose
To live or to die