Rosebuds Lyrics

I'm starting to think
That every day is the same
That I missed the plot
And all the scenes came and changed
What happened to having nothing to prove
For every night I've spent all alone in my room?
Making war on my own self worth
At a loss that no one can afford

I'm starting to believe
That all joy is measured
Under the weight of regret
Stored and strung from every single person
I have ever met

(What if) I crashed my car off the side of a bridge
To feel whats like to be alive; not just to live
Spent the night at the bottom of a lake
Collecting dust for just one hour of sleep
I have a knack for slipping
Through the cracks in the floor
Just as soon as my problems
Won't face themselves anymore
My own routine
My own selfish encore

I'm starting to think
That every day is the same
That I missed the plot
And all the scenes came and changed

What happened to having nothing to prove
For every night I've spent all alone in my room?
Making war on my own self worth
At a loss that no one can afford
I've picked apart everything that meant something to me
Picked apart, picked apart
I've picked apart everything that meant something to me
Picked apart, picked apart
I've picked apart everything that meant something to me
Memories of home, of all my friends, and family

I've picked apart everything
I've picked apart everything

Every day is the same
No rose buds, just early graves