I made a promise I would never do this again. But here I am. Getting caught was not enough to bring this to an end. I guess I'll never learn. Feeding this addiction, keeps me well. At least most days. Stacking lies to keep everyone from finding out.
Because if they only knew who I'd become. A fake, a hypocrite, I'm on the run. I can't do this on my own. Let the hell that follows me, be gone. Bury everything that I've become. I just keep running, but there's nowhere left to hide. So here I am. Here I am I'm letting go of this tonight. I can't do this on my own. Only you can save me.
Because if they only knew who I'd become. A fake, a hypocrite, I'm on the run. I can't do this on my own. Let the hell that follows me, be gone. Bury everything that I've become. I just keep running, but there's nowhere left to hide. So here I am. Here I am I'm letting go of this tonight. I can't do this on my own. Only you can save me.