Pace Protection Lyrics

as i recall my destination
wasn't handed to me at birth
i would stroll the streams and pavement
just to find my piece of earth.
looking for a confirmation
that the way i choose would come
to an end that would provide me
with some comfort for my mom
it's all foreign this c**ture this nation,
that i know i'll have to face
but i just hope to use the back door
to sneak in and find my place

so i fall into my creation
if you like it and if you don't
well it's my home and it's my comfort,
it's my whole and it's my hurt
well it just took the time to find me
and i won't be letting go
it's the only thing that keeps me here
it's the only thing i know
as i recall my destination
wasn't handed to me at birth
i would stroll the streams and pavement
just to define how much was worth
looking for your confirmation
looking for you to approve
so i can live this fascination
not grow old like you
all the things in the world, she said
i could be all that i ever intended
i could be four times the man that i am,
i could be free from the search to fulfill myself
and be free from this race of man ,
i could be thrown through the bowels of the making
i could be peeled from the wall of my shell
but it won't solve the fact and my aching
cause on this i dwell