Downspiral Lyrics

In the empty
s***es of my mind
Nothing but remorse and shame
Nothing is real
But everything is wrong
All my dreams are spiralling down
With my madness
I can't take this any more
This pain is tying up my chest
I feel like I can't breathe
I know it won't last but I don't know why
Here in my head
Nothing is clear
Nothing is real
But everything is wrong
All my dreams are spiralling down
With my madness
I can't breathe any more

I could stand on the bridge of my conscience
And act like all is nothing but a phase
And just let go like nothing's happening
But I don't want to wake up
Alone in my room and be
What I made up of myself anymore