So Help Me God Lyrics

Detective Anthony Dam is alone in his apartment and drinking heavily.
Although he does not really believe in God, in desperation he is asking God for help.

I ask forgiveness
I know I've lived in shame
Sometimes I have to wonder
Do you even know my name?
I'm sure it's no surprise to you
There are no heathens in foxholes
But what I want to ask you now
Is coming from my soul

I always kept a picture of you
I haven't looked at it for years
Now I'm reaching out to you
Through my solemn tears
So help me god, I need you now
Don't turn away from me
I swear to you, I shall believe
from this day on

I'm living all alone now
I thought I would be fine
No one at night, to hold me tight
So I don't lose my mind
Now I'm reaching out to you
Through my drunken tears

So help me god, I need you now
Don't turn away from me
I swear to you, I shall believe
From this day on
So help me god
Believe me now
So help me God
I need you now