It's more than controlling
It's more than everything I've got
The force to finish life
Begins in heads, and ends with a knife
When it comes
Slow, deep and firmed deadly
It's more than a wish
Perhaps like prophecy
How does it start the first time?
How does it start when it comes?
The wish to kill again
Is now stronger, stronger...
First - I will try
Second - my own way to die
A third time - try to die once more
EDGES, cut, EDGES
I watch the days go by
Can't wait for the night, the night
Again my pulse grows
I'm ready to cut me off
I'm sure this will be my last try
I will kill me, myself and I
This time I'll make no faults
I will use eternal force
Is this right - is this wrong
Do that act - must be strong
Can't wait now - I waited so long
This time for sure - I'll be dead
I'm dead - I'm dead - I'm dead - I'll be dead
First - I will try
Second - my own way to die
A third time - try to die once more
EDGES, cut, EDGES
I watch the days go by
Can't wait for the night, the night
Again my pulse grows
I'm ready to cut me off
It's more than everything I've got
The force to finish life
Begins in heads, and ends with a knife
When it comes
Slow, deep and firmed deadly
It's more than a wish
Perhaps like prophecy
How does it start the first time?
How does it start when it comes?
The wish to kill again
Is now stronger, stronger...
First - I will try
Second - my own way to die
A third time - try to die once more
EDGES, cut, EDGES
I watch the days go by
Can't wait for the night, the night
Again my pulse grows
I'm ready to cut me off
I'm sure this will be my last try
I will kill me, myself and I
This time I'll make no faults
I will use eternal force
Is this right - is this wrong
Do that act - must be strong
Can't wait now - I waited so long
This time for sure - I'll be dead
I'm dead - I'm dead - I'm dead - I'll be dead
First - I will try
Second - my own way to die
A third time - try to die once more
EDGES, cut, EDGES
I watch the days go by
Can't wait for the night, the night
Again my pulse grows
I'm ready to cut me off