I'm so tired of hiding and running
Tired of all the lying
It's like we never stop fighting
Until someone is dying
It's too hard to keep on smiling
When this hate keeps on rising
Even hard to keep surviving
When this war is all they're buying
It's so binding, vilifying
But I know I can't stop trying
Terrifying, terrorizing
I can't stop, they're right behind me
Will I survive all the nights on my own?
Or will I be left just to dry like a bone?
Women and knives and they're nowhere to go
Take me now and just lead me back home
I'm so far away
From who I used to be
I want to be free
Will I ever see?
Soon as it feels like this world is gonna take me and as
Soon as it feels like there's nothing left but rain and thunder
I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this
I've been counting all the days, waiting to recover
Soon as it feels like this world is gonna pull me under
Soon as it feels like my life is just another number
I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this dream
I've been counting all the days, waiting to scream
We keep going around in circles
We've learned to be so hurtful
In the end, was it all worth it?
When you thought it would all be perfect
All I hear is a voice cursing
While the real ones are smirking
I thought that peace would be returning
But the tables keep on turning
In my mind I keep utilizing
That this is what we decided
I keep trying to defy it
But all hope is lost, we're dying
Will I be lost, kneel before the unknown?
There might be a place in a hearse we can go
It's been a while since we've learned to come out
Nothing can stop us now that we know
I'm so far away
From who I used to be
I want to be free
Will I ever see?
Soon as it feels like this world is gonna take me and as
Soon as it feels like there's nothing left but rain and thunder
I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this
I've been counting all the days, waiting to recover
Soon as it feels like this world is gonna pull me under
Soon as it feels like my life is just another number
I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this dream
I've been counting all the days, waiting to scream
Just to breathe
From above it's still hard to see
What's real in me
Nestled and safe as I can be
So help me cause I've emptied
All this pain, it's all red
They're sending my remedy
It's pretending like enemies
Soon as it feels like this world is gonna take me and as
Soon as it feels like there's nothing left but rain and thunder
I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this
I've been counting all the days, waiting to recover
Soon as it feels like this world is gonna pull me under
Soon as it feels like my life is just another number
I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this dream
I've been counting all the days, waiting to scream
I'm so far away
From who I used to be
I want to be free
Will I ever see?
(Been counting all the days, waiting to scream!)
Tired of all the lying
It's like we never stop fighting
Until someone is dying
It's too hard to keep on smiling
When this hate keeps on rising
Even hard to keep surviving
When this war is all they're buying
It's so binding, vilifying
But I know I can't stop trying
Terrifying, terrorizing
I can't stop, they're right behind me
Will I survive all the nights on my own?
Or will I be left just to dry like a bone?
Women and knives and they're nowhere to go
Take me now and just lead me back home
I'm so far away
From who I used to be
I want to be free
Will I ever see?
Soon as it feels like this world is gonna take me and as
Soon as it feels like there's nothing left but rain and thunder
I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this
I've been counting all the days, waiting to recover
Soon as it feels like this world is gonna pull me under
Soon as it feels like my life is just another number
I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this dream
I've been counting all the days, waiting to scream
We keep going around in circles
We've learned to be so hurtful
In the end, was it all worth it?
When you thought it would all be perfect
All I hear is a voice cursing
While the real ones are smirking
I thought that peace would be returning
But the tables keep on turning
In my mind I keep utilizing
That this is what we decided
I keep trying to defy it
But all hope is lost, we're dying
Will I be lost, kneel before the unknown?
There might be a place in a hearse we can go
It's been a while since we've learned to come out
Nothing can stop us now that we know
I'm so far away
From who I used to be
I want to be free
Will I ever see?
Soon as it feels like this world is gonna take me and as
Soon as it feels like there's nothing left but rain and thunder
I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this
I've been counting all the days, waiting to recover
Soon as it feels like this world is gonna pull me under
Soon as it feels like my life is just another number
I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this dream
I've been counting all the days, waiting to scream
Just to breathe
From above it's still hard to see
What's real in me
Nestled and safe as I can be
So help me cause I've emptied
All this pain, it's all red
They're sending my remedy
It's pretending like enemies
Soon as it feels like this world is gonna take me and as
Soon as it feels like there's nothing left but rain and thunder
I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this
I've been counting all the days, waiting to recover
Soon as it feels like this world is gonna pull me under
Soon as it feels like my life is just another number
I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this dream
I've been counting all the days, waiting to scream
I'm so far away
From who I used to be
I want to be free
Will I ever see?
(Been counting all the days, waiting to scream!)