Autoaggression Lyrics

i'd rather destroy myself than being destroyed by you
autoaggression - better than being destroyed by you

i can not cope with things oppressing me
but i can punish the people who love me
banging my head against the wall
take away any chance to live my life the way i want
not my fault not your fault anyway
i don't want to live i don't want to die
pain i feel - pain you feel - feel it now
i always used to hide my emotions
because i think no one realy wants to know
the things that i can feel inside

inside of me where nobody knows
what is going to be
hurting me feels good to me
and lets my hidden self go
to be free