Bluish Lyrics

I don´t know which was the moment
I just remember suddenly being here

The body is dead, my mind is the controller
All seems so bright and fast, my heart will breathe
I never meant to disappear so long
I had to leave, I was feeling tainted
I never meant to disappear so long
I left our home to try to find us something better
I know big love
I have to give more than hard words
But if you say you're in the game
You'll be my sick, my sweet bone breaker

Say the code word, slow
Stop that freaky motion, slow
'Cause I'm fierce and sad, I'm self destruction