Confession Lyrics

what i have loathed
i have become
aimless, directionless
living for no one
the path is chosen
yet there may be time
the way back evades me
hidden from my sight
tonight i'll try
tonight i'll beg myself
tonight i'll try
to forgive myself ... again

not as strong
as i may seem
volatile, vulnerable
searching for release
the seconds are passing
and i'm nowhere near
screams for redemption
let it wash over me
tonight i'll try ...
let the masquerade continue
no one will ever know
the dance goes on, the mask is worn
charade of the soul
sanctity in mediocrity
no one can ever know
desperation, degradation
ulceration of the soul

tonight i'll try ...