It kills me Lyrics

Now after all that we've been through I would have stayed
But looking back I still see what a mess we made
I should have let you go by now
But I'm still in phase one of break ups
And I, I still say your name out loud
To have you there
To feel you near
If I could hold you without hurting
If you could love me without leaving
But we can't get it back
We tried every, every way
And it kills me
And it kills me

I know that I'll be missing your voice every day
How you whispered what you didn't dare to say
Though I know it's for the best
And I still have all that is left of me
And I know I'll find the rest some other way
The rest of me
If I could hold you without hurting
If you could love me without leaving
But we can't get it back
We tried every, every way
If I could touch you without bleeding
And if my heart survived the beating
But it stopped, patch it up
I can't take any more of the pain
And it kills me
It kills me
It kills me
In every possible way
In every possible way
In all the possible ways
In every single way
If I could hold you without hurting
If you could love me without leaving
But we can't get it back
We tried every, every way
If I could touch you without bleeding
And if my heart survived the beating
But it stopped, patch it up
I can't take any more of the pain
And it kills me
It kills me
It kills me
And it kills me
It kills me
It kills me