Inside Lyrics

Here I stand again and I see
Those light lights in my head
Thounsand eyes around
I must be dreamin'
Separated and together
They're supposed to float forever
I see there's damage in my head
I must be bleedin'

I'm not my friend
I'm bleedin' againg
I'm tired of darkness
And I'm afraid of life
Do it again
I'll put my hand in a flame
I search for the way out
To get away from me

Get away from me
'Cause the problem is in my head
So I try to understand
What I really want to say
So I spend my time
Tryin' to understand myself
And what I'm doing again
I'm putting myself
Into the black hole
With no way out

I realized the pointlessness
of my optimistic lies
But I really don't understand
Why do I have to lie again

It's just a dream
I realized the pointless
Why do I have to lie again

I'm not my friend
I'm bleedin' againg
I'm tired of darkness
And I'm afraid of life
But I'll do it again
So don't try to help
'Cause you don't know
The way to my head

So don't try to find
What is that inside
You're not able to see
No, you're not
And that's just like me...
f*** you...
And f*** me...