I found myself sinking at the edge of town
Staring back with guilt
I've held my breath for far too long
Watery eyes, a mouth full of wounds, hopeful heart
I'll see you soon, and I will
Because you're everything to me
What once was fun and games was just the start
Of the biggest mistake I've repeated time and time again
And I kept asking when will it end this lifeless routine
I've spent four years lost with regret and I'm sorry to say
Communication has only felt like a choir
Since I found myself crumbling from the habits
That stole everything you expected from me
The warmth of your eyes, a parents dream
Well I'm done with killing time and wasting nights
Through something that numbs me, you gave my life back
Staring back with guilt
I've held my breath for far too long
Watery eyes, a mouth full of wounds, hopeful heart
I'll see you soon, and I will
Because you're everything to me
What once was fun and games was just the start
Of the biggest mistake I've repeated time and time again
And I kept asking when will it end this lifeless routine
I've spent four years lost with regret and I'm sorry to say
Communication has only felt like a choir
Since I found myself crumbling from the habits
That stole everything you expected from me
The warmth of your eyes, a parents dream
Well I'm done with killing time and wasting nights
Through something that numbs me, you gave my life back