[Verse 1]
Remember one time, dawg, this fiend owed the boss
Put Peanut b***er on her p****, let his pits lick it off
Back when I was living on Flanders
Seen another dope fiend beat another with a hammer
Remember at the park, seen a n**** at a payphone
Got rocked in his dome, momma picked me up and ran home
Was like f****** seven years old
When I first seen a fiend try to light a rock off the stove
d*** near burned his top lip off, so my mind ticked off
Desensitized to a lotta things, mind would drift off
Wish it was what I seen on tv, I snapped outta that
Unc beating on my auntie
Gunshots outside was sorta like fireworks
We know they ain't fireworks, its december 21'st
Cold winter with a kerosene heater on the couch so cold
Can't take off your sneakers
[Hook]
And it's torture
Look in my mind and see the horrors
All the s*** that I've seen
n****, it's torture
Look in my mind and see the horrors
All the s*** that I've seen
n****, it's torture
Look in my mind and see the horrorss
All the s*** that I've seen
[Verse 2]
I feel like a prisoner of war
Reacting sporadically to what the mind absorb
Probably need a shrink, can't get a wink
So I smoke a lot of kush and pop a Xanax to sleep
Close my eyes, look up, fiend said 1 for 8
Can tell that I scared him by the look on my face
Reached in my pocket served him nervous as a surgeon
Can't believe where I'm at 'pose be writin' verses
Heard a knock at the do', 'Nother fiend wanted fo'
Gave him what he came for, told him go to the sto'
Lemme get a box a box of Swishers, Faygo Cola
Gave his a** another stone now guess what it's over
He ain't come back, before I could look back
I heard the wood on the door crack, and they yelling police
With this work up in my jeans man this a bad dream
[Hook]
Remember one time, dawg, this fiend owed the boss
Put Peanut b***er on her p****, let his pits lick it off
Back when I was living on Flanders
Seen another dope fiend beat another with a hammer
Remember at the park, seen a n**** at a payphone
Got rocked in his dome, momma picked me up and ran home
Was like f****** seven years old
When I first seen a fiend try to light a rock off the stove
d*** near burned his top lip off, so my mind ticked off
Desensitized to a lotta things, mind would drift off
Wish it was what I seen on tv, I snapped outta that
Unc beating on my auntie
Gunshots outside was sorta like fireworks
We know they ain't fireworks, its december 21'st
Cold winter with a kerosene heater on the couch so cold
Can't take off your sneakers
[Hook]
And it's torture
Look in my mind and see the horrors
All the s*** that I've seen
n****, it's torture
Look in my mind and see the horrors
All the s*** that I've seen
n****, it's torture
Look in my mind and see the horrorss
All the s*** that I've seen
[Verse 2]
I feel like a prisoner of war
Reacting sporadically to what the mind absorb
Probably need a shrink, can't get a wink
So I smoke a lot of kush and pop a Xanax to sleep
Close my eyes, look up, fiend said 1 for 8
Can tell that I scared him by the look on my face
Reached in my pocket served him nervous as a surgeon
Can't believe where I'm at 'pose be writin' verses
Heard a knock at the do', 'Nother fiend wanted fo'
Gave him what he came for, told him go to the sto'
Lemme get a box a box of Swishers, Faygo Cola
Gave his a** another stone now guess what it's over
He ain't come back, before I could look back
I heard the wood on the door crack, and they yelling police
With this work up in my jeans man this a bad dream
[Hook]