I Didn't Drink Lyrics

I never felt this kind of pain before
I never fought this kind of war before
I never set foot inside this bar before tonight
Bartender said, 'Hey, how you doin" man?
Are you payin" cash, do you wanna start a tab?'
He laid down a napkin then he said, 'What"ll you have tonight?
We"re half price til nine.'

Should I order beer or wine or rum or whiskey
Vodka, tequila, yeah what"s gonna get me
Peace of mind and a good night"s sleep
Give me a double shot on the rocks
Of the strongest help me out you got
I really don"t know, so pour me what you think
"Cause until tonight I didn"t drink
She was my life, my love, my everything
She was my heart, my soul, my reason to breathe
d*** that cancer that came and took her away from me
Left me in misery
Should I order beer or wine or rum or whiskey
Vodka, tequila, yeah what"s gonna get me
Peace of mind and a good night"s sleep
Give me a double shot on the rocks
Of the strongest help me out you got
I really don"t know, so pour me what you think
"Cause until tonight, yeah before tonight,
Until tonight I didn"t drink