I Hope Not Lyrics

Well I've been waiting a year
To tell you how I've been feeling
And I feel it's a waste of time
To be waiting a year
To let you know how I'm feeling
I'm not trying to waste your time
Cause I've been feeling oh so fine
It's been a year of me finding
Out that I've been a mess
I couldn't give my attention
Couldn't pick up the pen
I hated all my motions
And I hated my friends
I was an a** I admit it
Might be making amends

I can't change the way I acted
But I swear on beard
That I can change the way I'll act
Or maybe I'll disappear
But I hope not
But I hope not
Well I've been waiting a year
To tell you how I've been feeling
And I feel it's a waste of time
To be waiting a year
To let you know how I'm feeling
I'm not trying to waste your time
Cause I've been feeling oh so fine
Now I can try my best
To change my chest
If it's good enough for you
I've been alone in the bed
I've been asleep in the head
I didn't want to depend on you

Well I've been waiting a year
To tell you how I've been feeling
And I feel it's a waste of time
To be waiting a year
To let you know how I'm feeling
I'm not trying to waste your time
Cause I've been feeling oh so fine