Rays of Sadness Lyrics

well i seem to comprehend
the deed is done i still pretend
a mindless creep, a parasite
unconscious moves i cannot hide
forfeit the game of life and take the chance to runaway
still everything around me chasing in
take back the time and drop me into the sky
let me hit the ground and than i realize

rays of sadness
bearing down on me
circumstances i failed to see
bend and broken
will i ever break the cycle of misery?

rays of sadness
bearing down on me
circumstances i failed to see
bend and broken
will i ever break the cycle of misery?
addicted to unknown, i search the world for answers
defying sounds absurd, don't listen to what i'm saying
to lead myself for reasons, i stood against the god
another dream awaiting, to take my soul tonight

i'm still awaiting, please take me inside
life is waiting, don't push me aside

now i just step aside to let your hands forgive me
you lost the iron grip my soul is free
you need to surrender before you understand
i know it's hard, just try and pretend
forfeit the game of life and take the chance to runaway
still everything around me chasing in
take back the time and drop me into the sky
let me hit the ground and than i realize

rays of sadness
bearing down on me
circumstances i failed to see
bend and broken
will i ever break the cycle of misery?