Elusive Dream of Life Lyrics

And the rain begins to fall, so quiet and slow
Every drop and the sparkles on my window
When the thunder brakes
It reminds me the words that I can't let you know
That I can't let you know
Though I want you to hear
The pain you drive stops me
Just like the nightmare pulling me down
You never let me see the light
Hopelessly running through an endless black
You're the elusive dream of my life
I know you're sleeping
Your face I wonder
Thunder breaks and wakes you up
And we're awake
For different reasons I'm afraid
Just another fear to escape

Just like the nightmare pulling me down
You never let me see the light
Hopelessly running through an endless black
You're the elusive dream of life
Is it just the rain we shared all these times?