How i learned to disappear Lyrics

when it's all about love
then it can't be enough
when you is what defines me
then I'm being my own ruber
vanished and gone
have I ever been here
how I learned to disappear
how I learned to not be here
silence is violence
so words seem to be the cure
but they are just little crutches
they don't get us halfway through
because what I feel for you
is to be verbally left out
no words mean no perception
that is how I
learned to disappear
how I learned to not be here
and when laughter is kept within
and tears are all I got
to express sorrow and beauty
then this is not enough
wash me away
turn into a shade of grey
that is how I
that is how I learned to disappear
how I learned to not be here
and what I wish for me
is the strength to wait and see
and what I wish for us
is the guts to run and pass
all the stupid things that scare us
all the stupid things that make
all the stupid things that scare us
all the stupid things that make us