Tribulations again and again, conformed to thoughts of disgust and hatred, I cannot stop the pain. Cries of anguish echo inside, nothing but darkness exists in my mind. Emotions digging my grave as my world slowly comes crumbling. Crumbling down, torn apart by feelings of tragedy. Blackened sentiments are all that's left of my reality. Frustration escalates until the tears are slowly running down my face, as I fall to my knees and start begging blindly for this suffering to be released. Looking back at all the pain I find no reason. No reason to endure this life of endless sorrow. I fantasize the end. Longing for the end to my suffering, I can wait no longer. Seizing the means to my destruction. I can not help but smile as I let the blood glow, as I bleed the pain away. I leave it all behind. I rid myself of this world of cruelty, darkness fading in to take my soul. My suffering cleansed from me in a stream of red, no longer in a state of pain and sorrow. Existence is my final by worthy price. At once my peace, I'm now discovering, at one my peace is now uncovering.