Not in the running
But this rain is nothing new to me anyway
I see my refelction
No where near who I should be
The spirit is willing but
The anchors of my flesh still hold me down
With every distraction
I lose more of who i should
[Chorus:]
Had many time to try
Before i realized
The flaws in my desgin
May have led me to ask why
Why'd you make me so weak?
I tried but i'm incomplete
Is this all there is?
All there is to me?
How many chances
At redemption do i think i'll ever get
Keep changign my rythems for a shot at somethign more
Miracles happen
So why do I feel like I'm being left behind
It's still in my nature
To look for what I can't find
[x2]
Is this all there is?
Is this all there is to me
I should be all better now
This is all there is to me
I can pick myself up again
Is this all there is?
I hope that one day i will make a stand
But rigth now
This is all there is to me
No matter how i dream
I will never be good and pray
Cuz right now this is all there is to me
Yea right now this is all there is to me
But this rain is nothing new to me anyway
I see my refelction
No where near who I should be
The spirit is willing but
The anchors of my flesh still hold me down
With every distraction
I lose more of who i should
[Chorus:]
Had many time to try
Before i realized
The flaws in my desgin
May have led me to ask why
Why'd you make me so weak?
I tried but i'm incomplete
Is this all there is?
All there is to me?
How many chances
At redemption do i think i'll ever get
Keep changign my rythems for a shot at somethign more
Miracles happen
So why do I feel like I'm being left behind
It's still in my nature
To look for what I can't find
[x2]
Is this all there is?
Is this all there is to me
I should be all better now
This is all there is to me
I can pick myself up again
Is this all there is?
I hope that one day i will make a stand
But rigth now
This is all there is to me
No matter how i dream
I will never be good and pray
Cuz right now this is all there is to me
Yea right now this is all there is to me