It's like I'm taking 5 steps forward, and 10 steps back.
Tryin to get ahead of the game but I can't seem to get it on track
and I keep runnin away the ones that say they love me the most.
How could I do that when it's supposed to be close?
And uhh, I just don't know but I be out here fightin demons and,
It's like it's gettin the bad side of me man.
Please Lord, will you help me, stop this pain I keep inflicting on my family.
I'm losin sight of what I'm supposed to be handlin.
It's hard to manage 'cause everything's a challenge and,
I'm startin to lose my balance but I'm tryin not to panic
I just don't want to manage all the bullshit in my life
'cause that's always the s*** that keeps bringin me down lookin at the ground but I can't do that now,
I just have to put on the crown and not turn around 'cause then I will always have my head up, never lookin down.
When we touchdown, you just made their day, you'll always know that he will be there to save you in this game.
When we touchdown, everything will be okay, and at the closing of the day they still won't ever be away.
Always by my side, never putting him behind, always keeping him in mind,
Sometimes I have to remind him not to be blind, just look behind.
I see things won't change,
I'm stuck in this hole,
I cannot get out of this hole.
This hole is full of pain,
Fillin up with rain.
I just want him to explain,
Your gonna drive me insane 'cause when I think of you, all i think is, pain.
But I will never give up on you, no matter how much it hurts too.
But I want you to know, I love you, and I will always be there for you.
Just look at that view, it's your family, looking out for you.
When you get out I guess I will see,
The answers to the question I have today.
But for right now I will just continue to pray,
and hope for the best until that day.
I still love you and I know you love me too, I hope and prey.
When we touchdown, you just made their day, you'll always know that he will be there to save you in this game.
When we touchdown, everything will be okay, and at the closing of the day they still won't ever be away.
Always by my side, never putting him behind, always keeping him in mind,
Sometimes I have to remind him not to be blind, just look behind.
People make mistakes, I know that to this day.
You betrayed me, I was afraid.
I did evade, far far away, disarrayed.
Everyday I was scared, unprepared.
I didn't know what I was going to do.
I felt confused, mad, sad, like how I feel about Dad.
I'm just glad, that I know I have a Uncle.
Or how you would say it, that's rad.
When we touchdown, you just made their day, you'll always know that he will be there to save you in this game.
When we touchdown, everything will be okay, and at the closing of the day they still won't ever be away.
Always by my side, never putting him behind, always keeping him in mind,
Sometimes I have to remind him not to be blind, just look behind.
When we touchdown.
Tryin to get ahead of the game but I can't seem to get it on track
and I keep runnin away the ones that say they love me the most.
How could I do that when it's supposed to be close?
And uhh, I just don't know but I be out here fightin demons and,
It's like it's gettin the bad side of me man.
Please Lord, will you help me, stop this pain I keep inflicting on my family.
I'm losin sight of what I'm supposed to be handlin.
It's hard to manage 'cause everything's a challenge and,
I'm startin to lose my balance but I'm tryin not to panic
I just don't want to manage all the bullshit in my life
'cause that's always the s*** that keeps bringin me down lookin at the ground but I can't do that now,
I just have to put on the crown and not turn around 'cause then I will always have my head up, never lookin down.
When we touchdown, you just made their day, you'll always know that he will be there to save you in this game.
When we touchdown, everything will be okay, and at the closing of the day they still won't ever be away.
Always by my side, never putting him behind, always keeping him in mind,
Sometimes I have to remind him not to be blind, just look behind.
I see things won't change,
I'm stuck in this hole,
I cannot get out of this hole.
This hole is full of pain,
Fillin up with rain.
I just want him to explain,
Your gonna drive me insane 'cause when I think of you, all i think is, pain.
But I will never give up on you, no matter how much it hurts too.
But I want you to know, I love you, and I will always be there for you.
Just look at that view, it's your family, looking out for you.
When you get out I guess I will see,
The answers to the question I have today.
But for right now I will just continue to pray,
and hope for the best until that day.
I still love you and I know you love me too, I hope and prey.
When we touchdown, you just made their day, you'll always know that he will be there to save you in this game.
When we touchdown, everything will be okay, and at the closing of the day they still won't ever be away.
Always by my side, never putting him behind, always keeping him in mind,
Sometimes I have to remind him not to be blind, just look behind.
People make mistakes, I know that to this day.
You betrayed me, I was afraid.
I did evade, far far away, disarrayed.
Everyday I was scared, unprepared.
I didn't know what I was going to do.
I felt confused, mad, sad, like how I feel about Dad.
I'm just glad, that I know I have a Uncle.
Or how you would say it, that's rad.
When we touchdown, you just made their day, you'll always know that he will be there to save you in this game.
When we touchdown, everything will be okay, and at the closing of the day they still won't ever be away.
Always by my side, never putting him behind, always keeping him in mind,
Sometimes I have to remind him not to be blind, just look behind.
When we touchdown.