All day I just watch the sky
I thought about it, my expressions
Inside and behind that shining fantasy
My thoughts and my heart are different again
The thought that I'm alone comes up
Though everyone knows that's not true
A solitude that almost kills in its loneliness
I'm fighting it out all alone
Like a child trapped in the darkness
The feelings of looking for someone
Must endure it must be patient
Why does no one know the feelings of my piercing heart?
Trivial things hurt me
Makes me laugh those normal day by days
Awkward expressions, expressionless words
Like any other day the filling day by day
I can't easily say that I'm lonely
I also can't easily say that I want to see you
It should be such a normal emotion
But to me, it's just too hard
The cold, spilling words
Easily said to me those words that are like a splinter
It pierces deep into my heart
It doesn't come out and only gives me scars
It makes me afraid of every moment
Giving me a light those long day by days
Even if I look like a fool/even if I look weak
Still even my facial expressions can't do those day by days
About emotions/about expressions
It's not like you can control them according to your mind
Pressing me and withstanding it,
You know it's not such a simple thing
Spilling times
Getting confused inside of it/why do we frequently get biased?
Repeating times
Inside of it, getting silenced, the pain from the wound that runs so deep
Times that break apart
Inside of it breaking apart like a sand castle, the sand castle that resembles my heart
Times that glance by
Inside of it, forgetting, the passed by memory of stained tears
I thought about it, my expressions
Inside and behind that shining fantasy
My thoughts and my heart are different again
The thought that I'm alone comes up
Though everyone knows that's not true
A solitude that almost kills in its loneliness
I'm fighting it out all alone
Like a child trapped in the darkness
The feelings of looking for someone
Must endure it must be patient
Why does no one know the feelings of my piercing heart?
Trivial things hurt me
Makes me laugh those normal day by days
Awkward expressions, expressionless words
Like any other day the filling day by day
I can't easily say that I'm lonely
I also can't easily say that I want to see you
It should be such a normal emotion
But to me, it's just too hard
The cold, spilling words
Easily said to me those words that are like a splinter
It pierces deep into my heart
It doesn't come out and only gives me scars
It makes me afraid of every moment
Giving me a light those long day by days
Even if I look like a fool/even if I look weak
Still even my facial expressions can't do those day by days
About emotions/about expressions
It's not like you can control them according to your mind
Pressing me and withstanding it,
You know it's not such a simple thing
Spilling times
Getting confused inside of it/why do we frequently get biased?
Repeating times
Inside of it, getting silenced, the pain from the wound that runs so deep
Times that break apart
Inside of it breaking apart like a sand castle, the sand castle that resembles my heart
Times that glance by
Inside of it, forgetting, the passed by memory of stained tears