Rain on a Sunny Day Lyrics

It's right there like a thorn in my side
But I'm sure what it is
What keeps bugging me day and night
I wonder what wrong I did to deserve this
I wanna move but something's holding me back
Like I'm tied in a leash
And everything I wanna cry out loud
Turns into a silent scream
It restores all the fun with shame
Brings out the rain on a sunny day
Making sure all the good times go astray

There's no way I can fight it
Just wish I knew how
It's like I have these monsters inside me
Keep dragging me down
Ask myself all kinds of questions
Going through dirt from the past
Knocking down every door
But still I can't find my way out
It restores all the fun with shame
Brings out the rain on a sunny day
Making sure all the good times go astray
No difference if it's day or night
It's always there but I don't know why
It won't let me go
Just stop and leave me alone
I lie in my bed there's no way I can sleep
No matter how hard I try
My head keeps
Digging into the first bad thought it can find
And I'm just lying here waiting
Nothing I can do to make it stop

It restores all the fun with shame
Brings out the rain on a sunny day
Making sure all the good times go astray
No difference if it's day or night
It's always there but I don't know why
It won't let me go
Just stop and leave me alone