In a moment of terror I am dealt a hand of pain immobilization shock wawe never ending patient virtue with pain increasing tenfold the blind can't read what's written children scream pain unbearable deaths burning touch caresses every soul still they walk unphased begging for mercy only found through further pain total acceptance no one to share the pain no hand to hold as the worlds blurring hard to breath mind numbing fighting for conscious colors to calm tranquility setting in frustration fatigue inability to function train of thought broken liberated from mental anguish with no strength to even more remember nothing modern day magic shared with many the same but different affliction lights out for now to fix what's broken armed with knowledge now a material gain no more