Violent Acts of Hate Lyrics

It's in my body
It's in my soul
I try to hold me
Under control
I am not dreaming
I cannot hide
I'm feeling nervous
And strange inside

Acts of self-destruction
Violent acts of hate
I'm diving into
A sea of mud
Drugs to calm me
In my blood

There is no way back
I just don't care
So many thoughts I
I can't repair
Acts of self-destruction
Violent acts of hate