The Smell of Suicide Lyrics

I see the world that I despise
I see the world with bloodless
eyes
And now I know it's all too late
Cause what I feel
is hate and hate and hate and hate
What colour has the
smell of suicide
I count the days of my unpleasant
life
And every time I look into your face
I realise that
now it's all too late
Sometimes I wish I had a
gun
And I could cancel what has begun
And now I know
it's all too late
And I keep calm and have to tolerate my
fate