We're Complicated Lyrics

I'm sure you won't remember me,
I'm not the man I used to be,
I couldn't even say goodbye,
let me explain the reasons why.
(where to look now?)
if I could talk to you today,
(get back somehow)
I know exactly what I'd say,
(someone to blame)
yes I was wrong, for what it's worth,
(won't be the same)
but it's my last day here on earth.

I believe it's in the stars,
you and me, we're complicated.
I believe it's in the stars always.
(blinded by you)
I'm full of hindsight after facts,
(it must be soon)
I never tire of looking back,
(there are no rules)
my expectations always rise,
(I won't be cruel)
just at the point that all hope dies.

you and me, we're complicated, in the stars my noise abated,
I've spent too much time in this world, understand I'm not in your world,
if I thought just for a second, I could have some life injected,
picture me on open highway, driving through the night ‘til the day,
I'll be back onto your level, don't believe I am the devil,
if you will not break my fall, deny it all.
I can't survive here on my own,
(so powerful)
I think I should be getting home,
(lesson for me)
you couldn't even break my heart,
(religiously)
I'd need to have one for a start.